Monday, February 11, 2013

I'm not fat

but i'm not skinny either.
and I'm determined to stop
gaining and losing weight.
over and over and over again.
so what's my goal here?
125 by summer time.
last day of school I will
weight myself.
i will be 125.
but in between that time
i will try not to weigh myself.
instead i will try to be healthier
feel healthier.
live healthier.
and i will be 125.
i'm tired of this up and down.
the last time i was 125 was probably
when i was 11 or 12.
that's right.
4ish years ago.
it's time.

starting weight?

yikes i know. i lost so much over the summer
and i gained it right back
because i didn't care.
i'm not sure i ever really cared.
until now.
because it's over.
the old me has to leave.
i'm forcing it out.

i've been reading this new blog called Tales of Good Man Friday...
you can check it out here.
the post that Andy did today
and well... has been doing everyday,
has really inspired me.
but not just inspired me to sit here
and be inspired.
but inspired me to be encouraged
and go out there and do something.

i'm welcoming the new, happier,
because i'm done being tired, of being tired.

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